..untitled:kamikaze..

dee....
baru habes mengharung suara madam ruzanna dan menyumbat store data dlam kpala aku dngan teory one dimensional-array dgan two dimensional array...ape perkakas tu wei...anggap je la nk bina bbrapa tmpat store element dalam coding...haha..punimm dah..kan33??...ingat, one dimensional tu ade row je meanwhile yg two-d array tu ade row and column..huhu...td belajar mcamane nk buat pengiraan matrices dalam programming..
hasilnya...aku rase macam nk ckap kt mak yg aku skarg da berpotensi untuk buat kalkulator sendiri....wahh..

yakin tahap orbital hybridization btol....

apekah yg menyerabutkan aku sekarang ni?nak aku bg list ke?
-pojep comp2
-next full-of-quizzes week
-this scared-by-btn weekend..
-uncountable-decker of tutorials
-coming soon final exam yg bergenre seram
-apekah lg?
-notis about the inter-sem vacation(kne bwak balik sume barang)
-and.....
-an annoying fun classmate..haha....



actually...aku rase sdang menunggu satu bangunan jatuh atas muka aku...dah taw bngunan nk jatuh, xrety2 jgak  nk bertindak...haisyy..teori ape tu?? cllision theory? edeal gas law? caramel's rule? ermm.... as usual, again, it's sufi law...haha xmalu buat law sendiri...yela dah taw byk kerja ni duk mengadap facebook jgak..kan? kan da terkena dahi sendiri...urmm.....pejam pastu celik, da nk final exam...hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....takuttt....ade sape2 bley jd aku punyer tutor ni..especially for chemistry...
dulu ade jgak amy..wanna...nak tnye wanna tkut plak die bz study... amy ade kat mesir... lame lg nk tggu aku smpai mesir tuu...

ruru...

hari ni serabut tahap berkecamuk...pg tadi nk print assignment xkwar piawai yg aku nak... pastu nyaris2 nk jd macam pribahasa kawan punye assignment aku skali dapat markah..wei marah cikgu bm aku bace pribahasa cetusan aku ni...gugu....nyaris2 nak hantar assgnment kwan aku and edit name je pastu antar kat madam td...
tapi semangat aku nk print sekali agi tgahari td mencapai tahap kamikaze apabila lunch pun aku skip..lpas berjaya print terus g klas chemy....mane nk ade org ag law tyme tu baru 15 minit sbelum start klas... blaja chemy berbekalkan zero pre-reading and zer0-energy value taken from lunch is equal to ketidakcukupan oksigen tahap petala kelapan...mula la terkial sana sini mintak air ngan org sblah...and sir tu pun xingat2 name aku..da nk abes sem ni sir....huhu....hati nyamuk da td...bak kata ben10 malaya, hati nyamuk tu mksud dye kcik ati...haha...actually xkesa sgt pun....susa ek name aku...

pensel2B want and have to make herself clear....
daa..
jersi malaysia comey kann?=)

...untitled:truly untitled....

huuu...

yesterday was heaven...ade rase terseludup dalam hati semalam....entah dari mane taw password nk masuk hati aku pun xtaw...wei ko pkai bahase ape ni...a.samad said bukan..mimie afinie pun bukan..ke ala2 pingu toha yg tulis 143 tu...bukan jugakk....

ni bahase love sufyateyn elazuarie ar..tuan punyer blog ni...semalam rase bahagia untuk beberapa saat lpas habis buat eksperimen terakhir untuk sem ni...aku rase bahagia tu akan lame sket lpas habis buat report for that eksperimen soon....xmacam eksperimen yg aku cter tyme first post hri tu...eksperimen ni..alhamdulillah...mane taknye slame ni sir kamar ariff pesan swoh buat first draf eksperimen punyer la liat nak buat...

ni sir xswoh pun aku buat..patut teratur dan berjalan mcm motor letak 18 botol minyak plincir smalam..anyway, thanks to the greatest...ermm 6ty mula lar serabut balik nk buat report...uisyy,,, seramm ala2 filem khurafat yg aku layan wif my beloved beautiful bestfriend hri tu..

today..

ade presentation arab...cuak tahap excitation state dah ni..malam td da elok2 susun dialog ngan ahli grup aku...secretary aku(shahidah) and three more..

wish me luck.

daa.

..untitled:anticlockwise the moment....

ngilu dan pilu tahap outermost shell...

pensel2B da hbiskan satu lg novel hlovate hari ni...totally awesome... story of school time....

huhu..i really miss all those time....

2005...

dapat tawaran masuk sbp...uuu...feelingless..tawaran sekola agama pun ade....walhal da buat dh bju skola pesen kancing ujung lengan mase tu,,,hahakk...pensel2B bajet nk masuk skola agama kowt..kwang3x,,

tengok2 masuk sbp..lastly...it's a fate,right...wonderful fate... hari pertama berderai jugak..kena tinggal kat skola tu...takut takde org nk jd kwan kite...tu yg pensel2B paling takut....being alone...big fear...

misra...segala ape barang dh knal dalam skola tu...prangai org,ragam manusia,perihal hidup...ala gaya falsafah dalam hikayat ape ntah aku dgar..enough said...

2006...

tahun pi.si.aii.a camp of brainwashing...burpp..ape la...best,,taw byk bnda sal agama...bukannye senang org nk bg byk bnda sal agame kat kita kan...kan xde sekecil2 manusia yg xley bg nasihat..and xde sbesar2 manusia yg xbley dgar nasihat,,,kita kan manusia biasa....2006 best....azam mase tu nk kekal duk kelas al-ahzan....bukan ape...6ty mak interview knape trun klas...mau berkajang2 jawapan nk prepare point tu..aisyy....alah btol law bab2 tu....

2007..

sweet 15..pmr time...eheh...ingat lagi mak cium mcm xnk lpas sbb dpt straight a mase tu...makk..tu baru pmr...some said it was meaningless....tahun tu xde ape sgt nk cter...bese la klas...homework...teachers...and many more....disgusting useful things....=))...alhamdulillah......

2008...

honewdew year..cumeyy...introduced to my beloved list of brainbreaker stuffs...physics,addmaths,bio and the worst is..che_mistery...sowi teacher,,mmg ade badi ar subjek tu..gerun sampai skrang....da la msuk klas bio..haha..lagak mcm textbook-lover..haha...ape jadah nk ngadap biologos tu hari2...knape aku xamek lk ek..lukis2 jew...again..it's a fate...being a figure in the curie class tu...mcm2 hal jd tyme form 4 ni..aisyy....

tp best,,,ade budak mnangis sbb aku bwk lari die punye beloved selipar toilet..huhu..maaf teman..something evil came that time..love you anyways...ade satu mase tu mate berair kna usik tyme perjumpaan klas (kononnyer) on my burfday...kena simbah air entah brapa kilo sabun ntah....it's a hostel rule dear...

2009..

war.

SpM!!

tapi prangai tak brubah jugak...nyakatism tu tetap ade dlam jiwa...kerja bertimbun2..elok2 jawatan pulak ttibe jd byk pulak layak untuk aku tyme tu...buzy..tp mase for game ttap ade..berfoya2 entah ape2 jugak..

nk dekat2 spm tu kot baru rase "debor"...huhu..maksina kenervousan tyme nk masuk dewan bestari tu..tuhan je taw cuak tak cuak....and memories add their list almost averydays... i miss those stuffs..wanna,siti, mekyam,naza,tuan,chefatin,julia,....i miss u all.......and the rest was history..

2011..

being in uia pj doing my foundation in physical science...berbentokan rezult spm yg entahapantahapapa.....

huhu..mmg ade pnyesalan tahap ptale kelapan tyme knangkan result spm tu...law aku push sket ag..agaknye ade jugak pngalaman aku naik flight in my whole life....

but again...everything comes wiyh their own reasons....

and i learned billions of things here...

I owe Him to send me here.alhamdulillah...and 0509 es.em.es.di....!!!!! may God bless you all!!

daa.

fuu...

mencari sepi dalam senyap..
mencari riuh dalam hingar...
mencari benci dalam suka...
mencari cantik dalam jelita...
mencari satu dalam seribu...
mencari hina dalam mulia....


apa yg pensel2B jumpe??..
setiap insan itu lemah...
senyap pasti menghukum insan hingga menerbitkan sepi..
hingar datangnya memang dari bisaing..
dalam suka sukar untuk kita mencari bencii...
dalam seribu juga sukar untuk ditemui insan yg benar2  hamba Allah...
kerana majoriti insan tak punya nilai kehambaan
hingga tindakan sering melampaui batasan..
dan hina??....
memang sukar dikesan dalam kemuliaan..
tapi jgn pula disangka yg mulia itu semulia2 insan...
dan jgn pula sesekali menghina insan lain..
kerana setiap kelemahan dan kedaifan itu datangnya dari AllahuAkbar.....

in conclusion......
we're just created as one of the citizen of earth...
not the leader or the leaded...
Allah ask us to be a great citizen..
not a great destroyer...
in our way to reach the hereafter...
not just the hereafter..
but the REAL SUCCESS in HEREAFTER........




pensel2B has made herself clear....
daa..

..untitled3:battle of the me..

huhu....

pensel2B buat entry ni tyme lpas abes klas programming... tgh2 syok buat coding untuk calculate displacement black proton tu, ttibe anak panah yg bergerak2 kat monitor ni bertukar jadi jam pasir... paham2 lar... and kat title bar tu terpampang yg program is not responding...

arghh,,,ape punye naseblarr.. and hari pensel2B dah terABSENT kelas chemistry td.... kpale ni btol2 lupe yg hri ni ade replacement class...urmmm 6ty kna pinjam nota clazmate lar nk topup balikk... aisyhh kelas chemy pun bley lupe... klas programming elop plak ade ni...

my view about life that pensel 2B nk share today is about a word named as takabbur.. takabbur is a serious heart disease that can resulted to a destruction of community... ceh ayat dhla tak betul... ade hati nk muet...ape larr... avoid takabbur and..peace!!

daa..ade urgent.

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pensel 2B pakai jubah hari ni...

sampai clazmate bg title sharifah....

isyy.....buat programming function and.... something called "BALA" came and.... program devc++ to jd not responding..Hang!!! burpp..pensel2B telan air liur jew bile pensel2B punye coding tu unsaved lg...


btol2 malang...

daaa.

..untitled1: FATE..

pergghh....

pensel2B da hampir2 putus fius.....king3...masuk lab dengan 64.2% confidence yg eksperimen keempat chemistry tu akan membuahkan result yg mempunyai minima percentage error....

eksperimen gas law...belajar pun belum ttibe nk buat eksperimen..APE CERR,, lalau pensel2B dgn partnernye yg setia...melangsungkan eksperimen tu,,chew.wark!!!.sebab kne maen aer panas...tup2 bley terlepas plak botol yg ade acetone tu dlm water bath...sorry classmate sbab pensel2B da buat korang terkejut td...mane taknye ble terlepas tu bunyik die mcm ade explosion of chemical substances...gua333...

handling the sensor was a little factor of a biig problem in this experiment...result yg pensel2B n partner dapat lari jauh dari rezult yg sepatutnye....apelagi...hati kecil pensel2B pun menjerit: TODAY'S EXPERIMENT=FAILED. burrpp...fail?? actually...not everything was resulted as fail today.. pensel 2B da blaja byk benda..cube byk benda...n the most important thing is...pensel2B learned to be a good partner today..there'se no point to punish other people when we realized that we did the same thing too,right??..

sejak biler eyk pensel2B da ade keyakinan biler masuk lab...haha...dulu tyme duk dungun science school, pensel2B selalu takut nk masuk lab...takut tersalah buat, and then kne marah... actually, my biggest fear is biler org tgk kiter kena marah,,,pensel2B kan pemalu...gua33....putus fiuss...

biler umur da nk masuk gandaan sepuluh yg kedua ni, mungkin pensel2B da makin matang..[ni law myBEstFriEnd bace mesti the first question yg terlintas dlm kpala otak die is: budak ni btol ke da matured??putus fiuss..n mungkin starter ilang... ]..haha...baru nak blajar second or maybe third chapter of life.....tunjuk ajarku sifu...

ape lgi der....urmm ahakz! the hottest news today[maybe] yg da mcm pisang goreng baru masak yg da hampir sold out kat kdai depan umah tok pensel2B tuu....tolong ingatkan aku by ana rafali da kalahkan the other 13 greatest and marvellous songs in malaysia last night... champion of the champions...huhu... tapi frankly, that song takde pun dlam list lagu yg akan menang[listed by me].. since it was not us that decide everything that will,was,and is happen, pensel2B stuju[46.8%] that she also deserved it...

and....congratulation to my superman for that fantastic performance last night...!..

pensel2B has made herself clear.daaa.